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dear [02 Jan 2006|04:24pm]
i felt the greatest of winters coming
and i saw you as seasons shifting from blue to grey

----

E.T.A. from 4 years in the future:

lol

terror [25 Sep 2005|04:32pm]
my heart my heart my heart.

IX [01 Sep 2005|11:52pm]
THROUGHOUT HIGH SCHOOL, I FELT VERY SMUG AND I'D STALK AROUND CAMPUS WITH MY EYES SQUINTING, USUALLY WITH ONE OR TWO OTHER GIRLS. I QUIT ATTENDING MOST CLASSES MY JUNIOR YEAR BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WAS GOING TO START YELLING AND KNOCKING CHAIRS OVER WHEN WE TOOK TESTS/HAD LECTURES ETC., AS I HATED BEING TRAPPED IN A ROOM FOR 53 MINUTE GESTATIONS.

LAST SEPTEMBER, 51 WEEKS AGO, MY BROTHER DIED AND I DECIDED I MIGHT AS WELL GRADUATE IN HIS HONOR INSTEAD OF PUSSING OUT WITH A G.E.D. I PRETENDED HE WAS SMILING AND WAVING FROM THE BLEACHERS WHEN I SHOOK HANDS WITH THE PRINCIPAL AND RECEIVED MY DIPLOMA.

I'VE RECENTLY STARTED COLLEGE AT PIMA WEST BUT IT APPEARS MY CONCENTRATION LEVELS STILL COME AND GO AS THEY PLEASE, I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING I'VE LEARNED.

OFTEN I WONDER IF IT IS DUE TIME FOR A REKINDLING OF MY OLD, CULTIVATED WAYS -- OR IF I SHOULD BE THROWN IN THE NUTHOUSE FOR A FEW MONTHS AND COME OUT AS A SANE, CAREFREE DEBUTANTE; A BLOSSOM!

"Angst, sometimes called dread, anxiety or even anguish is generally held to be the experience of our freedom and responsibility. The archetypal example is the experience one has when standing on a cliff where one not only fears falling off it, but also dreads the possibility of throwing oneself off."
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der my hoppers [10 Jul 2005|01:35am]
i started looking for apartments today. im excited to grow up.

l8r
cutesk8terbunnie
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manager gone crazy [21 Jun 2005|10:51pm]
okay, i work at IHOP now.

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punishment [28 May 2005|12:34am]
i grow weary with the casual attention spans
of my ancestry and wandering comrades, their
disgusting hair and wet eyes; my admirers,
psychotics and drunks! are there no shreds of
courtesy left in any of you?

although,
as a vastly caustic person,
i can only denunciate - condemn - myself.

the day lingered, atmospheres of new air
blew clumsily around my tired form, the
weather was a mosque, a school of drummers
i smiled at the evenings prospect
but my breath slowed as the sun went down.

and now, to your usual abhorrence
i will slip into dormancy as a mute.

her pleasure [05 Apr 2005|08:39am]
my mom threw away our condoms. i guess its time for me to get pregnant?
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hi its mitchell [31 Mar 2005|08:08am]
i cant believe mitch hedburg died.
he was the funniest :(
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hello i am a teenage girl [29 Mar 2005|11:50pm]
often in the beginning after arriving id retch to my
mother about my whereabouts and ignore the pleading
in her old voice for one night of solitude in your little bed
ive fallen asleep
ive succomb to slumber and your golden strands of hair
blanket my eyes and lips and ive memorzied every freckle
on your gentle face, your sweet beautiful face
the best part of these evening visits and one of the only
parts which has burned itself into my memory cells is a
luminescence so serene, so vivid i can still feel the light of a
stuffed moon on my bare shoulders, we slept naked
together on many nights your fingers at rest
over my stomach tangled in my hair and when we awoke on
sunday morning, when we were done dreaming about eachother
i wore your big shirts and we had the entire house to ourselves,
we were married and alone and in love, do you remember?

easturd [27 Mar 2005|04:20pm]
elise is a very rare male name.
Very few men in the US are named elise.
Be proud of your unique name!
source namestatistics.com
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HAHAHAHA [14 Mar 2005|06:22pm]
http://www.livejournal.com/community/ratemyanorexia/
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:]~~[: [27 Feb 2005|11:17pm]
i think theres a ghost who lives in our hallway.
hes pretty nice though.

http://www.livejournal.com/interests.bml?int=elise+hix
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666 [10 Feb 2005|11:20pm]
im having a heart attack
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o i c [05 Feb 2005|09:58am]



"Even in a complete amputation the body part can be reattached. Especially when proper care is taken of the severed part and stump. The body part should be wrapped in a clean, damp cloth, placed in a sealed plastic bag, and the bag immersed in cold water (ice water if available). Cooling the severed body part will keep it viable for much longer than if it is at room temperature or warmer."
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argh [26 Jan 2005|05:25pm]
i wish theyd stop airing those anti-abortion comericals



FUCK THAT SHIT. ILL KILL ANYTHING* I WANT.

*discluding things that arent in my uterous
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CONDEMNED [05 Jan 2005|08:22pm]
anyone have a p.o. box adress they'd let me use?
i want to send a letter to this death row inmate:

http://prisonpenpals.org/82989.html

but im too scared to use my own adress.
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RABBIT RABBIT [02 Jan 2005|03:21am]



i feel so dull.
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IM BECOMING A WOMAN [22 Dec 2004|02:33am]
since ill be 18 this thursday, my existence has been honored
with the purchase of a digital camera.
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COMING SOON -- [18 Dec 2004|09:30am]
i'll have http://fading.org/tokyo up again.
a large part of it will be dedicated to my DIY
clothing exhibit. everything will be available
to purchase, as i am in desperate need of money.
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sorry [06 Dec 2004|10:49pm]
i want something more... scene? ya know, black with bleached parts, shorter? help?

nervioso: ::heart stops::
nervioso: WHAT
nervioso: THE FUCK
nervioso: IS "SCENE" HAIR
nervioso: JESUS
nervioso: CHRIST
nervioso: WHAT THE
nervioso: FUCK
nervioso: i bet people go to toni and guy and go
nervioso: "HEY GIMME A SCENE HAIR CUT LOL"
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